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School:Nanyang Junior College
Birthday:27th March 1986
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Friday, July 01, 2005
ok ppl i've moved my blog to www.livejournal.com/~mehmehz. haha thx.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
mid yr coming. gd luck to everyone!
Friday, June 17, 2005
i just gt a letter frm RSAF. I passed the computerised test. yeahz. nxt wld be the interview and medical. hope i'll pass both. went to play bball jus now with alson. was pretty fun.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
caught batman begins this afternoon with emily. was pretty nice. but a bit boring cause i already read the story before. but it was still nice to spend time with her.
really bored. dunno y. kinda in a bad mood recently whenever i'm at home. dunno y. *yawnz* i am so bored.
really bored. dunno y. kinda in a bad mood recently whenever i'm at home. dunno y. *yawnz* i am so bored.
It Had To Be You
Why do I do, just as you say
Why must I just, give you your way
Why do I sigh, why don?t I try - to forget
It must have been, that something lovers call fate
Kept me saying: "i have to wait"
I saw them all, just couldn?t fall - ?til we met
It had to be you, it had to be you
I wandered around, and finally found - the somebody who
Could make me be true, and could make me be blue
And even be glad, just to be sad - thinking of you
Some others I?ve seen, might never be mean
Might never be cross, or try to be boss
But they wouldn?t do
For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, I love
you still
It had to be you, wonderful you
It had to be you
Why do I do, just as you say
Why must I just, give you your way
Why do I sigh, why don?t I try - to forget
It must have been, that something lovers call fate
Kept me saying: "i have to wait"
I saw them all, just couldn?t fall - ?til we met
It had to be you, it had to be you
I wandered around, and finally found - the somebody who
Could make me be true, and could make me be blue
And even be glad, just to be sad - thinking of you
Some others I?ve seen, might never be mean
Might never be cross, or try to be boss
But they wouldn?t do
For nobody else, gave me a thrill - with all your faults, I love
you still
It had to be you, wonderful you
It had to be you
Monday, June 13, 2005
Leaving on a Jetplane
All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
It's early morn
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn
Already i'm so lonesome
I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
There's so many times i've let you down
So many times i've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place i go, i'll think of you
Every song i sing, i'll sing for you
When i come back, i'll bring your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When i won't have to leave alone
About the times, i won't have to say
Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
But, i'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
It's early morn
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn
Already i'm so lonesome
I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
There's so many times i've let you down
So many times i've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place i go, i'll think of you
Every song i sing, i'll sing for you
When i come back, i'll bring your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When i won't have to leave alone
About the times, i won't have to say
Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
But, i'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
Sunday, June 12, 2005
i got a new mouse. YEAHZ!
fuck fuck fuck fuck. if u're so unhappy with me then dun be with me. if u really want something u will find ways to get it. if i'm not worth fighting for then this relationship is not worth having. instead of saying oh i dun have time to study. i slack so much. and i can't meet u cause i've been slacking. y not dun go online so often. dun watch so much tv. yes it sounds selfish. but i make the same sacrifice too. do u think u can gain anything without sacrificing other parts of ur life? it jus how important i am to u to make u want to sacrifice ur time. or maybe i'm not. fuck. not in a very gd mood now. fuck.
foul mood again. sianz.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
i'm sooo freaking tired. but can't slp. waiting for emily to msg me. sianz. i feel so bored.
woke up frm the wrong side of bed. foul mood. fuck.
Friday, June 10, 2005
In 480 B.C forces if the Persian Empire under King Xerxes numbering 2 million invaded and Greece.
In a desperate delanying action, a picked force of 3 hundred Spartans was dispactched to the pass of Thermopylae with allies, together which form 4 thousand men.
They held off the 2 million strong Persian army to buy seven critical days for the Greece to unite and marshal their armies. These seven days saved Greece.
Persian King Xerxes sent an envoy to ask King Leonidas of Spartan to lay down their arms. His reply was two words, Molon labe. "Come and get them."
"When I first came to Lakedaemon and they called me 'Suicide,' I hated it. But in time I came to see the wisdom, unintenational as it was. For what can be more noble than to slay oneself? Not literally. Not with a blade in the guts. But to extinguish the selfish self within, that part which looks only to its own preservation, to save its own skin. That, I saw, was the victory you Spartans had gained over yourselves. That was the glue that hold you together. It was what you had learned and it made me stay, to learn it too.
When a warrior fights not for himself, but for his brothers, when his most passionately sought goal is neither glory nor his own life's preservation, but to spend his substance for them, his comrades, not to abandon them, not to prove unworthy of them, then his heart truly achieved contempt for death, and with that he transcends himself and his actions touch the sublime. That is why the true warrior cannot speak of battle save to his brothers who have been there with him. This is truth too holy, too sacred, for words."
In a desperate delanying action, a picked force of 3 hundred Spartans was dispactched to the pass of Thermopylae with allies, together which form 4 thousand men.
They held off the 2 million strong Persian army to buy seven critical days for the Greece to unite and marshal their armies. These seven days saved Greece.
Persian King Xerxes sent an envoy to ask King Leonidas of Spartan to lay down their arms. His reply was two words, Molon labe. "Come and get them."
"When I first came to Lakedaemon and they called me 'Suicide,' I hated it. But in time I came to see the wisdom, unintenational as it was. For what can be more noble than to slay oneself? Not literally. Not with a blade in the guts. But to extinguish the selfish self within, that part which looks only to its own preservation, to save its own skin. That, I saw, was the victory you Spartans had gained over yourselves. That was the glue that hold you together. It was what you had learned and it made me stay, to learn it too.
When a warrior fights not for himself, but for his brothers, when his most passionately sought goal is neither glory nor his own life's preservation, but to spend his substance for them, his comrades, not to abandon them, not to prove unworthy of them, then his heart truly achieved contempt for death, and with that he transcends himself and his actions touch the sublime. That is why the true warrior cannot speak of battle save to his brothers who have been there with him. This is truth too holy, too sacred, for words."
O xein angellein Lakedaimoniois hoti tede
keimetha tois keinon rhemasi peithomenoi.
"Tell the Spartans, stranger passing by,
that here obedient to their laws we lie."
keimetha tois keinon rhemasi peithomenoi.
"Tell the Spartans, stranger passing by,
that here obedient to their laws we lie."
Monday, June 06, 2005
i am feeling soooooo bored.....-_-''
Sunday, June 05, 2005
a deep weight upon my heart. i knew i did some wrong things. but i know i did it for the right reasons. or am i so arrogant i won't admit my mistakes? i built a wall. around the most vulnerable part. yet a wall is double edged. it keep everything out...even the good ones. who knows me? who knows the real pain i went through? i dun bother to explain. i dun bother to justify. my heart feels like it's sinking. i dunno why. how come jus a few sentences can do such monsterous thing to me. where's my laughter? where's my smile? i wear them as a mask for so long that it always comes on automatically now. my head is swimming. the room is spining. what is wrong with me? i think i'm jus a normal person. i always try to tell the truth even if it hurts. because tt's the way i like others to treat me too. do u believe in true love? i dun. i believe in love and lovers and the beautiful feelings that makes u feel as though u are flying high up in the skies. but yet i believe in the horrors of love. that blacken out the sun. that makes food taste bland. that makes the beautiful things ugly and the ugly beautiful.
We can see over the mountains because we stand on the shoulders of giant. But i do not want to see over the mountains.... I want to be the giant.
gd mood turned bad. maybe not bad. jus...upset.
sometimes think maybe i dun deserve her like many ppl are saying now. i dunno. would she be better off without me? maybe i'm feeling jealous. i dunno. life sucks.
and my mouse is dying on me. bloody mouse. i need to change one.
at least i caught tt animal animation which i dunno how to spell. it was funny.
sometimes think maybe i dun deserve her like many ppl are saying now. i dunno. would she be better off without me? maybe i'm feeling jealous. i dunno. life sucks.
and my mouse is dying on me. bloody mouse. i need to change one.
at least i caught tt animal animation which i dunno how to spell. it was funny.
hehehehehe...
Monday, May 30, 2005
i wanna play civ3. but my disc seems to be spoilt.=( sobz.
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Friday, May 27, 2005
seriously think my singing is very bad. oh well.
went cycling with emily at east coast today. haven't been there for quite awhile. think i mite go there alone again soon. haben done tt in a long time. hehz. was pretty fun today i guess. cycled quite far. nv been tt far before. went past bedok jetty. weird. y is it called bedok jetty when it's at east coast. haha lolz. not really in a blogging mood lately. dunno y. oh well. went this bloody camp the sch got for us. seriously think it's a waste of time. had a couple of confrontations with the bloody adult facilitators. bunch of idiots. what they taught i've learned in primary school.-_-'' wonder if ny really so poor tt they can't afford a decent camp. and tml i have to go sch early cause my ct rep nv mark my attendance-_-'' argh.......
went cycling with emily at east coast today. haven't been there for quite awhile. think i mite go there alone again soon. haben done tt in a long time. hehz. was pretty fun today i guess. cycled quite far. nv been tt far before. went past bedok jetty. weird. y is it called bedok jetty when it's at east coast. haha lolz. not really in a blogging mood lately. dunno y. oh well. went this bloody camp the sch got for us. seriously think it's a waste of time. had a couple of confrontations with the bloody adult facilitators. bunch of idiots. what they taught i've learned in primary school.-_-'' wonder if ny really so poor tt they can't afford a decent camp. and tml i have to go sch early cause my ct rep nv mark my attendance-_-'' argh.......
Monday, May 23, 2005
hello ling. 1st i dun remember u. so sorry.
2nd u talk without knowing. and i doubt u understand wats going on.
3rd if u really hate me. y are u reading my blog? oh my. are u secretly in love with me? dear me. i'm so scared.
4nd i know i did wat i did was right. sure. it's not perfect. i step on some people's toes. so what. i dun wanna be mr nice and "oh he's such a gd guy..." blah blah blah. i do wat needs to be done.
5th i think u're an inmature kid. oh well so am i. bt at least leave me ur full name so i know who hates me so much. wow tt's fun.
yeahz i dun desereve any1. do u? does any1 deserve any1 in this world? nope. no1 deserve some1. kinda can see how stupid some1 is when they say "u dun deserve her". shit. love is not a commodity. it is freely given and accepted. it is not "deserved". chey. what a dumb ass.
yeahz. i know a lot of scouts and guides hate me. so? u dunno the bullshit i had to go through to keep the scout unit going. so until u find out...maybe by stalking another person. shut up. i did what i have to do to keep the unit. my commiment is 1st to my unit. not to become a popular person. i paid my debts to the right person. sigh. what a dumb ass.
i have gd friends. no doubt. and i thank god for them. yeahz i pity mingen too. cause he's a stupid monkey. haha. anyway if he really dun wan me this gd friend. he can say it himself. and once again i dunno who u are so i dun see y u're poking ur long nose into this. haha and i wun deny i said some bad stuff abt him. so??? he does the same to me!!! tt's y we're gd friends. we're not perfect people. *shake head* wat an idiot.
so y am i saying all this? partly to tell u perhaps u're right. but i think u're wrong. it's alright. i forgive very easily. wonder y u hate me soooo much. maybe cause u really like me? but i paid u no attention?? i'm so sorry. but there are many better people out there to pay attention to. i'm so sorry. u know wat. maybe if u stop being a coward, inmature, stupid perhaps things mite change for the better. bye. take care. i so hope u'll be happy. sigh....
2nd u talk without knowing. and i doubt u understand wats going on.
3rd if u really hate me. y are u reading my blog? oh my. are u secretly in love with me? dear me. i'm so scared.
4nd i know i did wat i did was right. sure. it's not perfect. i step on some people's toes. so what. i dun wanna be mr nice and "oh he's such a gd guy..." blah blah blah. i do wat needs to be done.
5th i think u're an inmature kid. oh well so am i. bt at least leave me ur full name so i know who hates me so much. wow tt's fun.
yeahz i dun desereve any1. do u? does any1 deserve any1 in this world? nope. no1 deserve some1. kinda can see how stupid some1 is when they say "u dun deserve her". shit. love is not a commodity. it is freely given and accepted. it is not "deserved". chey. what a dumb ass.
yeahz. i know a lot of scouts and guides hate me. so? u dunno the bullshit i had to go through to keep the scout unit going. so until u find out...maybe by stalking another person. shut up. i did what i have to do to keep the unit. my commiment is 1st to my unit. not to become a popular person. i paid my debts to the right person. sigh. what a dumb ass.
i have gd friends. no doubt. and i thank god for them. yeahz i pity mingen too. cause he's a stupid monkey. haha. anyway if he really dun wan me this gd friend. he can say it himself. and once again i dunno who u are so i dun see y u're poking ur long nose into this. haha and i wun deny i said some bad stuff abt him. so??? he does the same to me!!! tt's y we're gd friends. we're not perfect people. *shake head* wat an idiot.
so y am i saying all this? partly to tell u perhaps u're right. but i think u're wrong. it's alright. i forgive very easily. wonder y u hate me soooo much. maybe cause u really like me? but i paid u no attention?? i'm so sorry. but there are many better people out there to pay attention to. i'm so sorry. u know wat. maybe if u stop being a coward, inmature, stupid perhaps things mite change for the better. bye. take care. i so hope u'll be happy. sigh....